Friday, May 30, 2008

30 May 2008



How fast days past, day by day, minute by minutes, seconds by seconds, they just don’t stop do they? In a blink of an eye, I am no longer young. My thoughts on getting married by the age of 25 is just merely a joke now that I look back. But I swear it wasn’t back then. I just see it in a total different perspective now. How one grows out of their nut heads too fast to realize and regret.

Did wonder what I have done over the years.. and where I am now.

Career wise, it was just a joke. I chose not to climb high when I got the chance. Not a good fella to work under pressure eh. If I were to be able to handle I might be a rich little girl earning tons per month working in a design co.. I might even be sitting upstairs, with my iphone and imac, clicking kewly on my one button mousy~, holding weekly Monday meetings sipping coffee. While my subordinates scurry under my commands or demands, whatever they say it might be. I won’t give a damn. Make them busy while I go shopping with my Gucci shades and tote, not forgetting that gorgeous pair of deadly stilettos at 10am.

Arhh rich life.. But a tiring one I swear. Such things come with a price. A dinner with someone is still PR work.. You have a outing with your people and that’s called Team Building.. argh..when will you ever get real time of your own to just dine with someone you’re completely comfortable and where you can pour out all your real feelings or even have a weekend getaway, holding hands strolling by the beach in some neighboring country where no one even know where the hell we come from.

Guess I’m just much more carefree and comfy staying low. One good boss is just all you need.

I think I am a real lucky girl. My life is always filled with the good times. The bad were just too insignificant to remember~. I thank the above for all the great karma I’m getting. Boy I must have been such a good Johnny fella in my past.

Love life hmm.. where can I start. Everything has it’s ups and downs. There is no such things as a couple without arguments. It is only with argument that both learn to understand each other better. Learn to accommodate each other’s needs and wants, try achieving things together, heading towards the same goal is what couples have to learn, in order to live in harmony in days to come.

I love him and he loves me too. We have great differences in both religion and character and personal goals in life. He wishes for more money therefore he puts nothing but career in the first place. Whilst a romantic me feed and thrives on his care, concern, understanding and love, wishing nothing more but a simple comfortable and carefree life, oblivious to the surroundings.

You might be asking if a career minded man like him even have any time for me. That is one thing I am most pleased with him. He squeezed all his free time to make his trip down to meet me even just for a hour or three. That is touching enough.

We both love each other’s jokes and humor one another often enough to keep our arguments low. Arguments about how one or another neglected each other’s needs or wants or even understanding is what made us realize and we try to change for the better in mind of making our partner happier. It is never a bad idea to sit down and talk it out. Shouting at each other just won’t work.

Family life, well like what the older generation said. When children grow up. They fly away. But if you are to take it the American way, they can’t be happier when their child moves away. I grew up, still with my wings clipped till the day I marry aka ‘Fly’. I cooked them meals and welcome them with hugs when they come home. Just when you realize there is no one to comfort you when you are down, then will you realize that they are the most supportive after all. Love them before you can no more.

Sometimes I do find my life too simple to believe it is true. Work five days a week, finish by half pass five. A stroll with my dog and prepare dinner for my parents is just what happens next.

Life just cannot be any simpler than this here for a 27 year old lad everyone might think.

“Where are all the Will power, Zest and Energy in me that can conquer the world?” A little voice squeaks within me.

Well I absolutely did think of that before. If I am to set up a store and all, run my own business… Maybe go for further studies and such. Well. I do not know where the ‘W.Z.E’ have gone. I think it was just never born inside me. I did thought of touring around the world though. That thought always inspires me to safe, safe, nothing more but safe.


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