Recap

my heart is heavy
God says i will find my true love 3 years later, in the year of the rabbit
i say i think i am tired of all these.

BUT

i want to rearrange my life again.
it is true, that only when you improve yourself for the better, that things will be better!
I am saying this with a zest within me, that is glowing.
Too many things i need to change,
Temperamental, bad habits.. demanding.. childish.. etc etc.
And all these i have to change.

Most of all, my temper.
i have to be willing to accept what others say or comment, be it they are harsh or not.
It is something they see about you that you did not realise at all.
Therefore i will learn to be more good natured.
More patient with others.

Work Hard, explore things, have the sense of curiosity and determination is something i lack too
i need to start to be more hard working. Really. need to be more hard working
i need to work hard for what i want to achieve. Not just sit there and wait for miracles to happen.
Yes this is true. Money never fall from the sky. It is everywhere . you just need to go to it and pluck it.

Loving myself. and being happy my body and myself. This is only then you know how to love people correctly.

Remember the times you spend time in your aromatherapy room at nite. moisturisers.. and facial cleansers etc.. these are what makes me happy. and i just need to continue doing it. Diet. Yes. SOmething to watch out for. Something that really needs to be done.

Never be lazy. Yes. Never. Always try to improve yourself the way he inspire you.