Thoughts....

It feels strange. stranger than and stranger...

No longer is the fella i used to know for years
wheres the cutie pie i once lurve?
no longer is.
Guess the environment pollutes it. hahaha

No longer feels the same.
Ms tension sits in between our conversations when we are side by side
She seems to enjoy being the big fat lady that stares at me with mean small eyes while i converse...making me feel all uneasy.i wish i was home. Conversations no longer feel the same... Hate her for that.

Funny

i dun understand y i feeling happy today.
celebrate independance?
hmm..

saw him on msn. but didnt bother to write him anything.
lets just leave him at that.

HOoooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOh!
Tomoro another conference web meeting.
HAPPY, excited and nervous.

hmmm.. cant wait to end and extend contract!!
in fact i have so much to say! i am so happy with my salary!!! im geting a month bonus! wooohoo! MY boss is my SUNSHINE!!

I LOVE MYSELF n my LIFE!

ALL SMILES~

i had dinner over my sis house. It was sushi day
surprise surprise ended up its her bday..
for the second time consequtively, its me who buy her yet another same old yummy fruit cake
i aint surprised...

CHomp CHomp chomp. i gobbled my sushi with zest.
'Stole' her Chocolate factory dvd and gave her in return another bar of kinda beunos.

BF said " i think i will go home tonite"
I said " All right!" happily and open the car door.

i suppose he was taken aback that i didnt seem to mind him leaving me sleeping alone in my bed when all the other time i will give him my usual pity cat eyes pleading him to accompany me for the night.

Well i suppose like any other man.. it twitches them the other way round.
he cant bare to leave me.
Didnt drive off until he saw me at take my lift.

Hmm...

Why when you treat guys nice.. they take it for granted.
and just when you decide to lift your hands off them
they came clingy.

They enjoy getting things they felt they are losing touch with.
well my dear.
Watch out and better Keep up with my pace!


PS: i WALKED HOME FROM the JP interchange ahh.. LEG 'EGG!'!!