:D All smiles

Months ago i met someone
who captures my heart.
Though older than me by a whopping 9 years..
we clicked extremely well.

Capable, career minded - a character that inspires me
filled with passion and heat - a moment that i cannot live without
Talkative and funny - thats y we click so well
Knows when to tickle my toes - we argue.. but got even closer
He hugs you close, smile and say thanks and appreciates for every thing you do for him at the end of the tiring nite. - that makes your day so worth spending.

its pretty funny how your thinking got affected by the things that happen around you..
In my first relationship.. i wanted to marry.. but time was never rite..
In my 2nd relationship... i thought i am marrying this guy... but i was wrong
and this 3rd one.. i dare not even think about it anymore..
i gues.. i dun wanna get hurt.. or disapoint myself any longer...

I just want to be happy.
and yes i am. he brought me together with him overseas business trips..
we drive to kuantan with friends and have alot of fun
he brings me thailand and gets me to all the places i wanted to visit there on my birthday.
he gives me happiness.


This year.. my health plundged..
my gastro was all heywire..Bills mount to thousands..
im lucky i got my company to back me up..
I am still happy. for the life i got.
Just wish my health is back up again..
I remember reading some chinese zodiac book.. gawd.. its really true.. this year is ill health for me. haha.. since when i start to believe such thigns. hehe


Anyway You noe.. lately im into the ebay thingy..
i sell phones.. i sell xmas cards.. i sell teddy bears. hahaha
and its pretty fun. Selling and making some little Kaching!


I shall stop for today.. going to attach some pretty thai pics. hehe

ahhh im back

After the ups and downs..
I am back here again.
Had a little trouble trying to remember my own email account and password for my own blog. its a bit of a joke.. i have too many numbers and email add to remember...

Well.. its been months..
my use to be bf is no longer..
Still i have to thank him for all the time and memories he've given me.
Else i wouldnt have tasted it at all.

Its like being in a VIP cruise. so lux and comfy. and suddenly you ended up at a waterfall where everything plunges.. then you struggle to breathe.. then when you swam to the coast.. you realise youre not the only one on that stranded island. Someone picks you up and takes you on another journey again.

ahh lifes all ups and down..
now youre living all good and comfy..
does not mean youll be like this forever...
everything changes..

ahhh lets just not talk about this... Lets talk about what im up to nowadays!