my sleeping dog

look at her..so shameful.. i duno y she sleeps like this..
tot dogs dun sleep like that..............

All smiles~!

Today i wake up happy.
LIke a fresh new day started.
and everything will go right from now onwards.

As usual, morning routine..my notti doggi will spy me.
Once i stir awake, roll over and try to peep at her with my eyes 4/5 open, she will start to make noise.. whimper.. scratch my bed, hinting me to take her for a stroll.
i really duno what was my body reaction..
she just know when i am awake. and when i am asleep..

i did laundry today too..(gawd.. i duno y.. his clothes is so damn difff to iron.. or maybe im rusty.. )

after everything.. i cant wait to go out shopping.
i booked someone for the day to do shopping with me.
its like ages since i do shopping NOT window shopping.
hehehe

SOmehow i have the urge to dress pretty with makeup. Maybe i was feeling very happy and bright.Seriously today was a very hapy day to me.. i still cant make out y..

Got changed and everything and called that lazy ass on the phone.
and that bum bum was still lazing on the bed. haha
but in the end. that bum bum reached earlier than me. sorry!

But i suppose we had fun. shopping for my LIP gloss was FUN.
its my most expensive lip gloss in my 25 years. lol. but the most contented one
its got the PLumping effect that make my lips look fuller and more kissable. hehe
i LOVE IT

WC was praising me again and again. saying i look very pretty today. which really ambarass me. I just duno how to react towards compliments and i felt so awkward when he purpursely stare at me. lol. Bringing him along for a shopping trip is the best. hehe, like the best shopping partner. Better than with my gfs.. beter than with my sis. hehe

I bought him a little early xmas polo t shirt.. thinking i was so good..
only to realise in the end he bought me a xmas gift tat was 3 times more ex and boy that made me feel bad.. haiz.

anyway i am in high high high spirits today! wondering what tomorrow brings...
hehehe

XOXO!

:D All smiles

Months ago i met someone
who captures my heart.
Though older than me by a whopping 9 years..
we clicked extremely well.

Capable, career minded - a character that inspires me
filled with passion and heat - a moment that i cannot live without
Talkative and funny - thats y we click so well
Knows when to tickle my toes - we argue.. but got even closer
He hugs you close, smile and say thanks and appreciates for every thing you do for him at the end of the tiring nite. - that makes your day so worth spending.

its pretty funny how your thinking got affected by the things that happen around you..
In my first relationship.. i wanted to marry.. but time was never rite..
In my 2nd relationship... i thought i am marrying this guy... but i was wrong
and this 3rd one.. i dare not even think about it anymore..
i gues.. i dun wanna get hurt.. or disapoint myself any longer...

I just want to be happy.
and yes i am. he brought me together with him overseas business trips..
we drive to kuantan with friends and have alot of fun
he brings me thailand and gets me to all the places i wanted to visit there on my birthday.
he gives me happiness.


This year.. my health plundged..
my gastro was all heywire..Bills mount to thousands..
im lucky i got my company to back me up..
I am still happy. for the life i got.
Just wish my health is back up again..
I remember reading some chinese zodiac book.. gawd.. its really true.. this year is ill health for me. haha.. since when i start to believe such thigns. hehe


Anyway You noe.. lately im into the ebay thingy..
i sell phones.. i sell xmas cards.. i sell teddy bears. hahaha
and its pretty fun. Selling and making some little Kaching!


I shall stop for today.. going to attach some pretty thai pics. hehe

ahhh im back

After the ups and downs..
I am back here again.
Had a little trouble trying to remember my own email account and password for my own blog. its a bit of a joke.. i have too many numbers and email add to remember...

Well.. its been months..
my use to be bf is no longer..
Still i have to thank him for all the time and memories he've given me.
Else i wouldnt have tasted it at all.

Its like being in a VIP cruise. so lux and comfy. and suddenly you ended up at a waterfall where everything plunges.. then you struggle to breathe.. then when you swam to the coast.. you realise youre not the only one on that stranded island. Someone picks you up and takes you on another journey again.

ahh lifes all ups and down..
now youre living all good and comfy..
does not mean youll be like this forever...
everything changes..

ahhh lets just not talk about this... Lets talk about what im up to nowadays!

gwen stefani- the sweet escape

(feat. Akon)[Gwen]
If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stinkin'treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?
If I could escape, and recreate a place that's my own world
and I could be your favourite girl(forever),
Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, And tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
[Akon]I want to get away, to our sweet escape
I want to get away, yeah
[Gwen]
You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me

[CHORUS]If I could escape, and recreate a place that's my own world
and I could be your favourite girl(forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, And tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
Woohoo, YeehooWoohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?
[CHORUS]If I could escape, and recreate a place that's my own world
and I could be your favourite girl(forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, And tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)Woohoo, YeehooWoohoo, Yeehoo

nickelback-far away

This time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know,you know, you know ![CHORUS]I love youI loved you all alongAnd I miss youfar away too far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymoreOn my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last dance'Cause with you, I'd withstandAll of hell to hold your handI'd give it allI'd give for usGive anything but I won't give up'Cause you know,you know, you know ! [CHORUS]I love youI loved you all alongAnd I miss youfar away too far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymoreSo far away, far awayBeen far away for far too longSo far away, far awayBeen far away for far too longBut you know, you know, you knowI wantedI wanted you to stay'Cause I neededI need to hear you sayThat I love youI loved you all alongAnd I forgive youFor being away for far too longSo keep breathing'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore,Believe it,Hold on to me and never let me go.Keep breathing'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore,Believe it,Hold on to me and never let me go...Keep breathing'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore....Believe it,Hold on to me and never let me go...!BigG KisZ A BigG Fan Of Nickelback!

Paula de Anda- walk away

I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember meI'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember meI saw you with your new girl just yesterdayAnd I feel that I must confessEven though it kills me to have to sayI'll admit that I was impressedPhysically just short of perfectionGotta commend you on your selectionThough I know I shouldn't be concernedIn the back of my mindI can't help but questionDoes she rub you feetWhen you've had a long dayOr Scratch your scalpWhen you take out your braidsDoes she know that you like tooPlay PS2 till 6 in the morningLike I doI can't explain this feelingI think about it everydayAnd even though we've moved onIt gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)Walk Away, Walk Away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)I can't forget how we used to beOur life from day to dayHoping maybe you'll come backAnd though I tell myself not to be afraidTo move on but it seems I can'tBut no other man has given me attentionIt ain't the same as your affectionThough I know I should be contentIn the back of my mindI can't help but questionDoes he kiss me on the foreheadBefore we playShow up on my doorstep(with a bouquet)Does he call me in the middle of the dayIt's okayJust to say hey baby I love youLike you used toI can't explain this feelingI think about it everydayAnd even though we've moved onIt gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)Walk Away, Walk Away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)Walk Away, Walk Away(I'm Gonna Remember YouYour Gonna Remember Me)I can't explain this feelingI think about it everydayAnd even though we've moved onIt gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)Walk Away, Walk AwayRemember You(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)

Starting Monday

Gotten a Job with this MNC company
very happy to have gotten it.
haha

Starting on Monday!

New dressing table

99 bucks. this is wat i get. hehe

my cupboard hahahaaaaaaaa

Before~

AftER

lily allen - Smile

When you first left me I was wanting more

But you were fucking that girl next door,

what ja do that for

When you first left me

I didn't know what to say

I never been on my own that way,

just sat by myself all dayI was so lost back then

But with a little help from my friends

I found a light in the tunnel at the end

Now you're calling me up on the phone

So you can have a little whine and a moan

And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile

At worst I feel bad for a while,but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back

And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack

I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself

See you messed up my mental health

I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then

But with a little help from my friends

I found a light in the tunnel at the end

Now you're calling me up on the phoneSo you can have a little whine and a moan

And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile

At worst I feel bad for a while,but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalala

At first when I see you cry,yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile

At worst I feel bad for a while,but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Things to do

1) Starhub Bills
2) Roller blade
3) Go visit the Kelong!
4) Visit the Noah Arks Farm!
5) Changing of CA's mobile plan
6) Try out the peninsular carpark. Heard its kewl
7) Can i have some curry Crab?
8) wat about Day day Seatmboat with the pub girl?
9) Sakura sushi @ east coast?
10) Need my Dog Shampooo....shes getting stinky!! (PS i just shaved her again!!)
11) East COast steam boat?
12) KtV
13) West coast Doggie Run (dun forget to free the turtles!
14) Can you help me to remove the white elephant aircon?? or can you fix it? plus i need some curtains... something to make my room nice nice heheheeee
15) Chevrons€ anyone?
16) I need my new cabinet from IKEA $99 Three drawers
17) East coast hawker? yum yum
18) Fix the HD ext.. i forgot what the hell this is
19) Need my XP works..
20) Upgrade Laptop to Vista
21) BAK KUA mmmmmm yumy
22) Temple anyone?
23) Dog gate
24) Cheong cheong cheong?
25) what color this time for my room?
26) GET MONEY BACK FROM THE !@$% heheh

my roommy

Before and after of my room. lol

Used to look like such a store room!

Doctor day

Went visiting the doctor.
gotten my monthly medication.
Amount of time taken?
approx four hours
and the title belongs to my dear neighbourhood clinic - Jurong polyclinic

Like most people say - " by they time it is my turn.. i have already turned well"

Shagadday

woke in the morning

brought that punk to take bus to interchange to have my doggie membership made.

So off fly that 88 bucks but i got back three bottles of dermatrix for free.

Watever

Anyway it is said to improve skin.. so we have to see one month later ya.

Den we took bus to grandma place.

Hot weather..

sweat trickling..

that kid look like he just came out of the swimming pool.

so we reached.. and i ended up sitting rite beside grandma

'lighting the path' for her, from morning.. till 7

den we start all the ritual..

follow by the burning of the house.

so Conclusion?

TIRING....

my dog crosses her legs .. but still expose her.. **** lol

dear dear gave me this

hehehe. How excited

But he say still got something else he wanna give me..

just dun say wat is is gonna be!!

Though i am no fan of branded stuff

i got a contrabrand Gucci heheheeeeeeeeee

To think i always say someone

is cheap cuz she cannot afford branded stuff. so get contrabrand..

but now... i better shut up. lol

cuz i got a CONTRAbrand! hehehe

But no mater wat. its the tot that counts.

Thanks DEArryyyy

XOXO!

Bought somethign for HER

Went out with brian in the morning.

At first we are going johor.

But he doesnt wanna go in the end.

So we landed in JurongP where his father have to drop us

so i was dragged into the arcade for almost two hours...

standing there...

watching pple play...

2 hours...

ironically.. i seem to enjoy a fair bit.

someone managed to finish the whole 'soldier' game

After that.. that kid said. 'im hungry'

and the first word... MAC...

well i 'rolled my eyes'

den he said. "okok. kfc"

den i tell him that is much better.

gawd.. i dun have to eat mAC evertime i went out with a kid rite...

In the end.. that punk ended up stuffing his mouth with

CHEESE fries...

he look like his gona choke to death..

after that... we walk and walk..

shop here and dere..

den i brought that kid to the pet store

and i bought a dog toy for HER. It drove her mad at first.. but in the end. it made me mad. cuz she keep pushing it and making it drop downstair.s. - making me pick in stead...................................................................

the rest of the day.. at the funeral. siting there fold paper all the way until late in the nite....

Wats worse when two tradgedies happen in a day

my grandma passed away
my bf wanna initiate a breakup?

Those are enough to kill me for the day

sucky Day

I HATE TODAY
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!
i dun think i get the job.
F.U.C.K

MY NEW TATTOO of the week

i got a new tatoo today. all thanks to ah girl.

Sometimes.. it really makes me wonder if i have actually become one of this 'dog slave' in this society... or that i am the onli one that does not know how to protect myself from a four legged vicious claws..... Or maybe that it thought was supposedly to be some kind of a playful pawing at the owner. - that is causing the owner.. PAIN

Anyway.. we just have this LOVE HATE relationship. Sometimes i just hope she will drop dead. Yet sometimes i cry over the tot of leaving her to some kampong pple which everyone so in the family was encouraging me to do... and i can seeem to foresee vivdly axactly the same cycle that REPEATS itself.. Of me having fun with my dogs for period of time before it was sent off again in my daddy's car to an unknown future.. i just cannot stand the tot of REPEATING the same catastrophe.. its too horrible to even imagine.. yet to even do it...AGAIN

Watever... i love her . PERIOD.