lily allen - Smile

When you first left me I was wanting more

But you were fucking that girl next door,

what ja do that for

When you first left me

I didn't know what to say

I never been on my own that way,

just sat by myself all dayI was so lost back then

But with a little help from my friends

I found a light in the tunnel at the end

Now you're calling me up on the phone

So you can have a little whine and a moan

And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile

At worst I feel bad for a while,but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back

And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack

I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself

See you messed up my mental health

I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then

But with a little help from my friends

I found a light in the tunnel at the end

Now you're calling me up on the phoneSo you can have a little whine and a moan

And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile

At worst I feel bad for a while,but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalala

At first when I see you cry,yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile

At worst I feel bad for a while,but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Things to do

1) Starhub Bills
2) Roller blade
3) Go visit the Kelong!
4) Visit the Noah Arks Farm!
5) Changing of CA's mobile plan
6) Try out the peninsular carpark. Heard its kewl
7) Can i have some curry Crab?
8) wat about Day day Seatmboat with the pub girl?
9) Sakura sushi @ east coast?
10) Need my Dog Shampooo....shes getting stinky!! (PS i just shaved her again!!)
11) East COast steam boat?
12) KtV
13) West coast Doggie Run (dun forget to free the turtles!
14) Can you help me to remove the white elephant aircon?? or can you fix it? plus i need some curtains... something to make my room nice nice heheheeee
15) Chevrons€ anyone?
16) I need my new cabinet from IKEA $99 Three drawers
17) East coast hawker? yum yum
18) Fix the HD ext.. i forgot what the hell this is
19) Need my XP works..
20) Upgrade Laptop to Vista
21) BAK KUA mmmmmm yumy
22) Temple anyone?
23) Dog gate
24) Cheong cheong cheong?
25) what color this time for my room?
26) GET MONEY BACK FROM THE !@$% heheh

my roommy

Before and after of my room. lol

Used to look like such a store room!

Doctor day

Went visiting the doctor.
gotten my monthly medication.
Amount of time taken?
approx four hours
and the title belongs to my dear neighbourhood clinic - Jurong polyclinic

Like most people say - " by they time it is my turn.. i have already turned well"

Shagadday

woke in the morning

brought that punk to take bus to interchange to have my doggie membership made.

So off fly that 88 bucks but i got back three bottles of dermatrix for free.

Watever

Anyway it is said to improve skin.. so we have to see one month later ya.

Den we took bus to grandma place.

Hot weather..

sweat trickling..

that kid look like he just came out of the swimming pool.

so we reached.. and i ended up sitting rite beside grandma

'lighting the path' for her, from morning.. till 7

den we start all the ritual..

follow by the burning of the house.

so Conclusion?

TIRING....

my dog crosses her legs .. but still expose her.. **** lol

dear dear gave me this

hehehe. How excited

But he say still got something else he wanna give me..

just dun say wat is is gonna be!!

Though i am no fan of branded stuff

i got a contrabrand Gucci heheheeeeeeeeee

To think i always say someone

is cheap cuz she cannot afford branded stuff. so get contrabrand..

but now... i better shut up. lol

cuz i got a CONTRAbrand! hehehe

But no mater wat. its the tot that counts.

Thanks DEArryyyy

XOXO!

Bought somethign for HER

Went out with brian in the morning.

At first we are going johor.

But he doesnt wanna go in the end.

So we landed in JurongP where his father have to drop us

so i was dragged into the arcade for almost two hours...

standing there...

watching pple play...

2 hours...

ironically.. i seem to enjoy a fair bit.

someone managed to finish the whole 'soldier' game

After that.. that kid said. 'im hungry'

and the first word... MAC...

well i 'rolled my eyes'

den he said. "okok. kfc"

den i tell him that is much better.

gawd.. i dun have to eat mAC evertime i went out with a kid rite...

In the end.. that punk ended up stuffing his mouth with

CHEESE fries...

he look like his gona choke to death..

after that... we walk and walk..

shop here and dere..

den i brought that kid to the pet store

and i bought a dog toy for HER. It drove her mad at first.. but in the end. it made me mad. cuz she keep pushing it and making it drop downstair.s. - making me pick in stead...................................................................

the rest of the day.. at the funeral. siting there fold paper all the way until late in the nite....

Wats worse when two tradgedies happen in a day

my grandma passed away
my bf wanna initiate a breakup?

Those are enough to kill me for the day

sucky Day

I HATE TODAY
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!
i dun think i get the job.
F.U.C.K

MY NEW TATTOO of the week

i got a new tatoo today. all thanks to ah girl.

Sometimes.. it really makes me wonder if i have actually become one of this 'dog slave' in this society... or that i am the onli one that does not know how to protect myself from a four legged vicious claws..... Or maybe that it thought was supposedly to be some kind of a playful pawing at the owner. - that is causing the owner.. PAIN

Anyway.. we just have this LOVE HATE relationship. Sometimes i just hope she will drop dead. Yet sometimes i cry over the tot of leaving her to some kampong pple which everyone so in the family was encouraging me to do... and i can seeem to foresee vivdly axactly the same cycle that REPEATS itself.. Of me having fun with my dogs for period of time before it was sent off again in my daddy's car to an unknown future.. i just cannot stand the tot of REPEATING the same catastrophe.. its too horrible to even imagine.. yet to even do it...AGAIN

Watever... i love her . PERIOD.

OHhhh noo....

i think i spoilt the razor.
theres a pop sound and its dead
maybe i have to buy one for mother in law ler. hehehehe...

sorry dear dear...
didnt mean to spoil it..
was shaving ah girl... den pop gone liao...
maybe overheat ler... how?

Another Monday

Waking up thinking i can dip straight into the pool.
Who noes.. i ended up facing the metal grates of the pool, with absolutly no one around.. really makes me feel like a fool.

In the end.. i poo poo at the sports council and head back home..

So here i am siting right here. waiting for the time to tick
So that i can swim.. and cool down at such a heat.
Im so glad at least its not raining..
though it means.. i might get another tan...

Absolutely hate getting tanned...
cuz my dear doesnt like it..lol

later!

READ THIS!

DEAR DEAR!!

D ASked me for a freelance job ! hehehe!

see i no need to look for job. job look for me! eheheeheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Say i will be meeting her this coming tusday ler.

will update you later. hehehe

time and venue all fix liao.

Dear dear. love you DEEP DEEP!

:D

.................................................................................

DeAR~

an update for you on the food we ate that gathering nite!

its a happy gathering. i enjoyed the food..and my friends!

HAHAHAH

I ADDED YOUR SKYPE CREDIT
luv you loads!

What a morning

Woke up like some kinda night mare.
Dreamt goes like this. C makes me go completely head over heels with him. Cheated many into having sex with him. and also get alot of many as the woman he tricked into bed have given him all the money. lol . Gawd. To think i dreamt of such nonsense. i woke up but keep wanting to sleep on - in hope i can dream of how i can catch this thug in my dream and kick his ass. lol . But i failed. cuz ah girl is nudgeing on my gate. REMINDING me to bring her to do the double P(pee & poo) lol

The ching ching ching downstairs this morning is cleaning up. Seems like that fella funeral has ended at last. and ah girl is so scared of all the yellow canvas spreads that were lying all over the floor. Sometimes i wonder wat's her motto.. tot dogs are to protect the owner.. hmm..

Ah girl ate alot of grass just now by the canal. i knew somehow she is not well. So i allow her. Ended up she vomited later as expected and felt alot better. Guess she had too much acid in her tummy =)

When i reached home , i was famished. craving for the eggy and the red beans, i gobbled them up and den remmebered that i dun think i fed ah girl last nite... (opps) therefore am preparing her food now.

Swimming.. got me these...

TANLINES>.... < !!!

Dear dear i noe you not gonna like it.. but still i think you need to see this. hehe...

Miss you dear...

<--Sunset is always very pretty from my mom's kitchen. i should have taken a portrait of this. In fact this picture is taken alittle too late for you to see. When the sun sets.. the whole sky is orange.

Dear Dear. Girl girl went down the stair by herself again.. and made me go look for her after twenty mins... i climbed all the way up the stairs with her to reach my house... shes starting to make me feel fat.. really.. cuz i was half dead by the time i get up and she! as my mother said was FAT as well, seems to be panting as much as i do. lol Guess we both need a workout. I guess my Dear Dear will make me work out more when he comes back from his work trip hehehe.

Today is another day i grab her by the neck to shower cuz i cannot stand the sight of her scratching. For your information .. i have removed her beatiful hat after much observation. She always poke me with her hat when she climbs up the stairs - fighting for who to reach the top first..

I realise that i really have to be fierce when i want her attention and for her to obey. CUZ IT WORKS!! wow. It's a bit stupid to realise after a year to two of adopting her though...

Dear Dear... i really miss you loads. When you tell me 28more days.. my heart sank again.. its like waiting for the impossible.. tats like one month more to go...

Little Brian, my sister and Harry came to the house to eat. The only son, who requested to have his mee sua... is not yet to arrive. 8.48pm time check. Made his mother wait. Thank you very much.

Tonite i have a lousy appetite to eat. My mom really cook a fantastic dinner with duck and chicken.. soup and all that... But it seems like my stomach is turning inside out at the sight of those food.. Instead right now i am craving for plain porridge with some luncheon meat hehe.

My Room is loads tidier now. Thanks to dad for shifting his stocks.=)

TiREd!!

OwWwwwwww~ Please dun ask me go to the shop...
cuz i DrEaD iT!


Went to the shop this morning. Thank goodness we are driving there.. if you ask me to walk there this morning.. i could have simply said.. "lightning.. pls struck me first so tat you can put me back to sleep before i even step a foot out the doorstep."


So the Hot UnBEaRAble SunliGht just smiled and BLAZed happily above.. while my eyes were half wide open... with the constant battling with the 'Z' monster. The Yawning seem to influenced my mom a little. haha. Then i asked. " When is he coming.." she said "By 10am" and i look at my mom's clock and i ask her again.. " you sure its by ten in the morning or night.. Cuz it is ******** 1pm alreayd..." and she sure gave a look that i do not know how to put into words. Maybe i should say.. somewhat dissapointment and 'no choice' kind of feeling, that she finds it 'unspeakable'.


Finally he arrived.. with that piss off look...as if the whole world seem to owe him.. den suddenly ironically talked to me.. starting the lamest but most used topic of when my bf coming back blabla. THEN! The Body conversation: "i have the same virus that attacked my spoilt com in this new com that i have now. Den you guys keep calling me to rush me here."


My conclusion? come on... they give you time off with pay until ten plus.. you one plus den reach... They pay you. Think pple will even care if your dog die? Not to say a virus which is what!? to them?... When the boss say ten? its ten. PeRioD~!


When i showed no interest in his virus Topic.. Supposedly he got a little mad and said. " Arent you going out? wher you going? you can leave now. NoTHInG you can do here."<--when i said wait for dad to return from the toilet. That sentence above? i wish some guy could just doggy hound him. Here i am relieving you ********* FOC and there you talk BIG!


I slept long just now.. four hours i guess. Ah girl needs to be caned. Mom said she barked at her when she came home to Stew this pot of yummy herbal chicken.. I wake up not because of doggie. But cuz of the AROooooMa~ mmMMmmmMMmmmm


Oh remember about the Fridge comparison thingy dated two to three days ago? Take a look at my mom's ProuD FriDGe~!



<--See my mom's Fridge? IT GLOWS This is what ah girl calls the LORD. When she leaves the world, shes gonna be Goin to a land FILLED with this!!

LooKing forward for someone to call me.. Love you loads!

Ah girl girl~

<--Dear dear.. think i am going to look like girl sooner or later... so gloomy.. so sian.. cannot scratch her back side or lick her 'cb' lolll just joking.

These days while im at my parents home.. i cook all the dinner.. Mom was requesting that i try to finish all the things in her fridge so that she can put one more chicken and duck for bai bai.. dunno which day.. den i was thinking... wah... here.. the fridge very poor thing.. so damn packed with food.. is it overworking? wherelse.. the other fella's fridge is empty and filled with rotten stuff. (cuz obviously no one is hardworking enough to cook or clear the rotten stuffs) LOL!

Heard from mom that this evening they are suppose to go over to my bro house for dinner. But after a while it has been cancelled.. And mom called me to ask me to cook for her.. at first i am going out.. but i think.. since this happen.. i cook lor. Reason for the cancellation. Someone said the stove ran out of gas... 'something worth to think about' ahaha.

Tonights dinner.. i forget to take picture.. maybe saturday dinner i will take picture. hehehe. Just now i brought ah girl to the canal and walk again. Guess she quite enjoy off the leash and dissapearing up the slope for a minute or two. Wonder what she does up there when im down at the canal path here....

Dear dear i miss you ah..... LOAd loads.....loads....loads....